It is your own choice...

It is true, you can be your own enemy or best friend. It's all about how we choose to look at our selfs, what words we use to compliment our selfs and also what people we have around us. I do believe that universe has a strong connection with us, and whatever we think eventually comes to our life. My Mum always said to me that everything is in our heads. I didn't believe her I blamed everyone else but my self for all my problems, when I say problems I mean my health. When my eczema was at its worst stages I would hate my self, I would look in to the mirror and cry, cry because I felt that I was staring into someone ugly, and that was my own reflection...at the time all I wanted to do is hide from the world in the long run of this "life style" I started to get ill pretty much every other week, I was in and out of hospitals I used to blame work and my skin condition, but the problem was deeper inside of me. Because every time I would go to hospital my blood test results would come back positive doctors never found anything wrong with me, they used to say I am a healthy woman. Then I started to dig deeper, I know it's going to sound very "funny" but I read story's about how people heeled them selfs with their own mind, talismans and the different things. I can't exactly remember when my healing happened I know that it was quite a journey. First of all I actually left the job that I hated so much, I stepped out of the relationship that was doing me more damage then good, I actually distance my self from the people who at the time I was thinking actually were my friends and family, who actually never wished me any good. With time I understood that I deserve to be loved and that I can love my self too, by doing little things, for some people it might not seem a lot, but for me it was a huge step. So the moral of the story is that whatever is happening to you, is because of you, your own thoughts, don't get me wrong I don't say that by thinking differently your life will change 360 degrees around, but we have to start somewhere, so if you think that you are not capable of something, think again, and start acting. Kisses, Cherry 🍒